WARNING, some of these are pretty risqué but there’s no nudity. Credit to my friend Ethan James who took these over the years, most are from the 2010's. These are in no particular order as Wix randomizes it seemingly. 

I’ve hated myself on and mostly off for over a decade now. I often feel unlovable/ disposable even though I know this isn’t the case. I have a very strong network of people I absolutely cherish who love me deeply via friends and family. Every day I’m trying my best to merge these contradictory states into a more wholistic perception of myself. I’ve learned all too well that understanding something doesn’t make it any easier to deal with, as much as I may wish it did. I’m making great progress, if only somewhat slowly. At least I see the growth.

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After thinking about it for awhile, I’m posting these pictures because it makes me feel better about myself, as shallow and conceited as that may be. But hey, no one is making you be here so that's on you. I still pretty much look like this anyway, just a little older and hairier lol :P